How is it possible to let go of what has happened when it affects your life on a daily basis? I’ve tried so hard to forget but it just doesn’t seem possible. It’s an embarrassment. This memory cannot and will not be suppressed, and I don’t know anyone who doesn’t mind that; whose image of myself won’t be altered because of it. I just want to go back to how I was, long, long before the incident. But I can’t. And so it is something I have to learn to live with; the hardest part is, finding those who understand how much it has changed me and having them still love me after.
Adventure Time inspirational quotes — in respective characters’ color palettes
There are certain things that should be left unexplored. My curious mind used to remove this barrier and allow me to wander into territory that did not desire to be seen.
I knew it was a mistake from the beginning. I have only told a few people about what happened that night, but it’s too dark and scary to discuss in further detail.
Since then I have allowed that gate to stay erect, allowed that fence stay locked, I’ve kept out. It reflects me and I see how sturdy, yet rusted it is.
Things like this is what helps people grow, what makes them stronger, what makes you wake up in the morning and know that you’re going to do something great - that you’ll overcome this terrible instance…right?